My bro-GEEK!

Sometimes the most whack situations cause crazy effects....... Being a PK, you're automatically called to ministry and often find yourself asking why....., why am I here? Why does it matter? Why do I have to pretend to care. It's is a huge BLESSING, but also a huge responsibility. It's awesome to think that God chose you to have this role in life.... But how you go about managing, and taking care of the path that has been chosen for you is a big part of who you are.
You grow up in a Christian environment, "shielded from the world" and it's horrible influences.... I'd say about 20% of p's, pride themselves in this, boasting about private schools and how much more of a Christian they are than someone else because of the way they live. The next 70% are soo shielded and kept from the world that they spend all their time tripping' about the "real world" and watching the Simpsons, and Barney when they're folks aren't looking and doing a whole lot of crazy stuff behind their back. Those are the kinda ppl that grow up sneaky and holding' things in until one day they explode, and it's sooo funny because everyone acts mad surprised! Anyways..... Then there's the other 10% of us ( my self nominated group) that like it soooo doesn't matter anymore... We've seen so much that almost everything is kinda predictable...... Don't get me wrong, it's great to see people get saved, and change their whole lives around it's an amazing thing to be able to witness that, ( and I'm soooo not taking it for granted) but sometimes you just get sooooo wasted where you just want to sleep for hours and not get up because it's like you're tired of the game.... Nobody seems to be winning or losing.... And it's just like you want to scream to the top of your lungs,"someone please make a move!"
So today that's how my bro felt, and I tried so hard to do the "It'll come around" speech but I soo wasn't feeling it. Usually I'm always supportive and Inspiring but today it just wasn't happening...... But I don't know I guess we're all entitled to our moments.... But I always feel so bad when I'm caught off guard without a response...... Because I feel kinda supportive of the mood or whatever ....
anyways.....Pk's always have things going on......God has chosen us for something special and other things always try to divert our attention... But God is off the hook! And he always has our back's as long as we give it up.... So for all the Pk's hold on it's worth it!
ok folks I'm out
I love you guys!!