Circumstances...

haha it's always so whack to me the way Life turns out. Just when you think you are sure of the way something's going to go God throws in another bar, and your whole beats off. But I guess if you really want be in his will, you bounce with him ......
Anyways... it's always hard adjusting. Today something so whack happened, some people had agreed to do something and weren't keeping up their end of the bargain and yes they would apologize, but come on folks it's gotta stop some time! Anyways, when adressed about it, ( in the nicest way possible), they just up and left! In their friendly manner protesting that their feelings were hurt. But I mean what's a person to do, or should I say how should you react. Because seriously, is it right to give the cliche reaction, "please don't go , we need you." Do you really want to be in agreement with someone who doesn't even have the strength to discuss an issue, without getting their ,"feelings" hurt?
The hardest thing is moving on. Because you feel as if, theres no hope. That, it's not worth investing in relationsips only to be let down...... or maybe it was your fault the relationship failed, maybe you were too hard.
This is when it's very important to pray.... and look for answers
pray for guidance, and encouragment strength.....
and move on I guess.
But it's always so hard trying to figure out what God is thinking and his purpose for you.....
Especially now!
As much as it hurts, I can honestly say though that his will is mine!
hAha -this is when my little bro says, "I do not even get it!"

Life-NOW

ok... so this is my first official blog! Everyone tells me that blogging is for geeks, or a way of venting for people who are afraid of expressing themselves. So I ask myself, if no one wants to create a blog much less read other's, (because of the reflection on their image) than who does? And then again who's the insecure person the one who types and shares with others, or the person who so responds to others opinions that rather than share and express themselves, they hide in fear of what someone else will think of them, and never share! Anyways.... I decided that I would start a blog about how I try my best to respond to life on the Ruh-Zanch, in a way that pleases God.