Wow!

It's been sooo long since my last blog it's almost scary. For many people I'm sure it would mean their life has been so much better, that they haven't found the need for "venting" or sharing in this way. But that's not the case. I've just been busy. Life has been throwing some whacky curve balls recently that have blown me away. But throughout everything and in everyone God has been showing me one thing. "I am your happiness". If God's my happiness then it's impossible for me to be sad. Because his happiness and his promise are always with me. That throws away all together my notion of " this doesn't make me happy, I don't feel right, maybe a lil bit more." It takes away all of your selfish desires, because what your striving for is something that pleases you and makes you happy. If you already have your Happiness in Christ, and in the joy of knowing the sacrifice he made for you, then quite Frankly, there's no reason to ever be selfish. I mean really people always want you to fit their "perfect" image for you, listen to what they say and speak the way they do. Why? Because they want what's best for you , "according to them." But if folks could just understand.. that their is nothing a person can do, or say to make them happy. That's why no matter how much u search, criticize other people and strive to p lease yourself, you're never happy or content. It's impossible to be, apart from recognizing God as your true and eternal Happiness. So back off folks, let people be. Let us grow into our own personality and quit pushing us to fix your mistakes. God made each and everyone of us different. He is OUR happiness and yours too! Find your happiness in God and not material things and other people meeting your expectations.