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Thursday, December 28, 2006

Christmas!


This year has been sooooo funny and so out of it. The year went by so incredibly fast that it felt like I missed something. The last things I can remember are Easter Egg hunts, then my b-day in August, weird cheesecloth hanging from stores ( adding to the real funk that's already there.), then it was Thanksgiving and Now Christmas and the New Year! What's sooo funny is that for this holiday, I totally went into it in a drag. I couldn't seem to find why the heck we had to work so freakin' hard to be on vacation.... It totally seemed to oxymoron....But as I can say "painfully now" j/p I was wrong..... That what it's all about it's sooo cool to work to be able to create an environment that folks can be comfortable in and enjoy it totally changes the whole atmosphere. I mean yeah, every holiday and yes EVERY holiday has it's "family drama" but it's all good and never anything so mad serious. Anyways the moral of the story is working' for folks you love to make them happy and comfortable is so cool. I totally believe God blesses that, and really that's all that matters! It totally sucks while you're doing it but it's mad worth it afterwards.... Ok so for everyone who totally wasn't feeling "it" this year, and work/cooking kind of got in your usual Jolly Christmas spirit all I have to say is "Just don't Cry/ I Know you really wanna Know why/ In a minute we're all Gonna Smile/ just Chill it, kick it back for a while!
later folks that's a MTY original LOL
luv ya!

Friday, December 15, 2006

My bro-GEEK!


Sometimes the most whack situations cause crazy effects....... Being a PK, you're automatically called to ministry and often find yourself asking why....., why am I here? Why does it matter? Why do I have to pretend to care. It's is a huge BLESSING, but also a huge responsibility. It's awesome to think that God chose you to have this role in life.... But how you go about managing, and taking care of the path that has been chosen for you is a big part of who you are.
You grow up in a Christian environment, "shielded from the world" and it's horrible influences.... I'd say about 20% of p's, pride themselves in this, boasting about private schools and how much more of a Christian they are than someone else because of the way they live. The next 70% are soo shielded and kept from the world that they spend all their time tripping' about the "real world" and watching the Simpsons, and Barney when they're folks aren't looking and doing a whole lot of crazy stuff behind their back. Those are the kinda ppl that grow up sneaky and holding' things in until one day they explode, and it's sooo funny because everyone acts mad surprised! Anyways..... Then there's the other 10% of us ( my self nominated group) that like it soooo doesn't matter anymore... We've seen so much that almost everything is kinda predictable...... Don't get me wrong, it's great to see people get saved, and change their whole lives around it's an amazing thing to be able to witness that, ( and I'm soooo not taking it for granted) but sometimes you just get sooooo wasted where you just want to sleep for hours and not get up because it's like you're tired of the game.... Nobody seems to be winning or losing.... And it's just like you want to scream to the top of your lungs,"someone please make a move!"
So today that's how my bro felt, and I tried so hard to do the "It'll come around" speech but I soo wasn't feeling it. Usually I'm always supportive and Inspiring but today it just wasn't happening...... But I don't know I guess we're all entitled to our moments.... But I always feel so bad when I'm caught off guard without a response...... Because I feel kinda supportive of the mood or whatever ....
anyways.....Pk's always have things going on......God has chosen us for something special and other things always try to divert our attention... But God is off the hook! And he always has our back's as long as we give it up.... So for all the Pk's hold on it's worth it!
ok folks I'm out
I love you guys!!