Cabin fever!

so.... we live in Texas warm climate, tacos and brisket everyday right? Not! for the last three days we've had nothing but below freezing temperatures...icicles everywhere and three false predictions of snow! lol It's bad enough that they said it would be hot now they can't even get the cold weather right... it's ridiculous someone totally needs to eliminate the pointless job of folks standing' in front of a moving screen trying to catch the weather and giving' predictions from the dream they had about waking' up in Narnia. Sorry weather folks... you've got my props...I'm just totally whacked out.. because of the crazy weather we've all ( all meaning the fifteen of us living together....) been cramped up in the house...every one's getting on each other's nerves and about to kill one another... lol people are doing crazy things like mocking each other sooo annoying...making a big deal about sprouts and my personal favorite tuning on their ipod so high and walking around singing off tun! LOL!!! Personally I'm so tired of it I just wanna grab five bucks run to walmart ( the whole fifteen or more miles lolz) grab a loaf of Wonder Bread the white kind, a bag of marshmallows. and a FIVE pound bag of sugar come home and shove it ALL in my mouth and scream "SUGAR!" lol and all this not because I desperately want it or crave it but because I want to see the reactions.. lol That would give a never-ending story! lol ok seriously folks... It's crazy how the weather just flipped but that just goes to show.. never put your trust in man always trust God.. lol maybe God just threw this whack stuff so that every family whose crammed together can learn to get along and enjoy each other... we'll never know and that's why we're not God lol...
so my prayer for the day is that God will give me patience with everyone, especially folk that I love and meant the world to me!
laterz..
luv ya!
Maria

Me!

Who you are as a person, your values, morals, even the way you dress contribute to this world incredibly! It's amazing how the little things you do effect others.... lol what to you are the weirdest aspects of your personality, is the coolest thing about you to someone else...I have to admit from personal experience lol its really hard to stay you. People always have something to say and it's cool to me I promise you I could really care less about what folks say.... it's so normal it's predictable... but what always throws me off is when people you care for the most try and put you down... it really sucks because they're the ones who are supposed to be there for you. It's the worst feeling in the world. Because they're so close to you you figure they must be right about you, and that's where you go wrong. You start to reinvent yourself to meet their liking and in the process kill yourself. One day you wake up and hate yourself wondering how the heck did I get to be so unhappy in life....It's funny because sometimes those closest to you are the one's that hurt you the most lol, or as my cuz would say"We got a lot of haters out there trying to break our happy spirits, can't let them." lol its so true... so folks don''t let what people say get to you be the best that you can be for HIM, by being you. He made you to be you for a reason, and he doesn't make mistakes..... Not only do you wind unhappy but you kinda deny who God means for you to be. That's a lesson i recently had to learn...and thought I'd share! Most importantly holla at Jesus before tripping over what someone else says, no matter WHO it is! Alright folks I'm out.... Be you, you bring so much to this world and no one can ever take it away! Luv ya guys....

New Years

Being able to celebrate the New Year to come is so Awesome. I always find it amazing that I'm given the opportunity to be able to watch the date change and chill through all hours of the night with my fam. New Years, make you stop and think about a lot of things. All of the goals you didn't accomplish, and all of your great plans and aspirations... Sometimes that can be really depressing though making you feel inadequate for the year ahead. But to me that's when it's most important to have people around you who love you, and can remind you of all of the great things you did. The wonderful friend you were, or the way you touched strangers in a way they thought impossible or anything that one normally avoids, when in a "self pity" mode. lol Regardless of any situation thought, God's always got your back and that's totally what it's about.....I don't think i can count on my hands the number of times that has saved me. Right when I'm felling really messed up or whatever and every one's talking crap I always hear God telling me "Maria you're cool with me and that's all that matters...." lol so there's nothing I can tell myself to make myself believe that "I failed". I might not have gotten to where I wanted, might not have followed my goals....... But I tried and that's Kinda what matters and as long as you truly believe that you did all you can with His Help that's what it's all about.
So folks! The new year is here! Don't put yourselves down, aspire to be more set High Goals. Talk to him tell him what you want to d and through him, Go for it! He's always here...
Hope everyone has a wonderful New Year!
Love Always,
Dj Muyah